HIGHS&LOWS

haha jing is super crazy. read her blog and see if it kills you. haha. IT KILLED ME ! the photos are like damn SEX and her comments are WTH. hahaha.

HE’S SWELTERING HOT AND MAKING ME SWEAT LIKE A PIG.

the thing i realised about people who are crazy over someone, they tend to  see things that no one ever saw. like how JING saw junsu’s tummy. HAHA. i tried to ! but i only caught a little little glimpse of it. wahaha. i shall not tell you the times when im the only one who noticed TORO’S dimple when he smile in a particular way. HAHAHA. 

anyway tuitioned today. wah feel kinda sad when all the kids want me to go off so that they can play games. rahh. HAHA. and i nearly tore my hair out when AXEL, the primary one kid, just refuse to spell thumb properly (t-h-a-m? t-h-a-m-t? t-h-a-m correct right?) and keep playing with the kukumalu alarm clock. and insisting that TOAST are TOES and cannot be eaten. ohwel. experiences that are well locked up and sealed in my memories department. hehh.

my favourite photo in korea. :DD

and on 25FEB it was my darling bimbotic sister’s birthday. haha.

i made the crown! hahaha. anyway stop being so annoying you. but then if you stopped being annoying then you wont be a sister anymore. mwahaha. HAPPY SEVENTEEN DARLING AND MINES IN A MONTHS TIME! :D:D:D 

and i cant resist this !

darline NICOLE ! :D shes such a babe isnt she?

and i went for iceskating that day with yaya/vineeth/fazli/laykim/yasser at the iceskating ring at kallangs leisure park which has the nicest cold storage (MY GRANOLAAAAAAAS!) and the best yogurt place (yoguru!) and the most beeyooteeful subway seats ever and why isit so faraway from yishun ! ))): laykim sustained blueblacsks on her butt and arms that poor girl and ive got blisters on my legs which hurt like HELL. ): but it was fun and thanks VINEETH for teaching ! haha feel like such a moron on those skates. pictures up soon once i found the adapter !

days like this. will be gone. when results are out. and i have to prepare for As again ):

and its so funny how people keep remembering the same phrase from psiloveyou.

“What do you want? I know what I want, cause I’m holding it in my hands.”

i melted into a pile of googoo when i heard  this. everyone go awwwwwww.

i wanna bake tmr and ANSLEY WHATS GOING ON ! ):

and condolences to EIMI. let go as he wont want you to be sad ! and we are all here for you !   

from this moment onwards, every choice that you make defines who you are. and instead of apologising, you have to look and see if you like the person you are becoming into.

today saw me waking up at an unearthly hour of 7am thinking that im late for alumni band. rushrushrush i was at amk by 845.

called my darling suhtyng aka turtle and she was still at YISHUN ( nono, not slow at all, nono)  ! guess Mych was toooo excited. haha. 

but anyway had a blast of a time laughing (damn loudly somemore ) with turtle and hippo aka pauline. funny how after so long we are still the same. okay, maybe not EXACTLY the same as time saw paul (?!?!?) rebonding her hair and doing hair flipping actions to seduce tus on webcam.

and im not forgetting yingchern aka piggerb whom i didnt met for a long time, still love and misses alot but didnt have much time to talk to her today cos SHE WENT TO HCJC TO GET HER CLARNET. give up mychelle for clarinet you good. tsktsk. haha but anyway NOT EXACTLY THE SAME, as after one year (?) of not meeting, my darling yingchern has gotten even fairer ! i wonder how. haha.

and and and ! euphonium has so many people today ! haha united as the euphobabes are, one come all come ! :D so happy to crap with gillian/vanessa  today like the old times. vanessa still full of funny jokes and gillian with her DBSK fancraze. anyway, YIJUN PLEASE JOIN US SOON :D

mrlim asked if i was married  already. HUH? gosh i miss him and his cold humour. hahaha.

and and and ! although i realised my embrochure has really flew away (byebye hardwork 2007) and i cant even read notes fast anymore due to excessive abcs rather than taugays, i still melted under the music especially the baritone sound of the euphonium. yuuuuum. haha.

after that rushed down to meet JING/JEANNIE/PAULINE for the ntu seminar. went for the sociology and business ones while pauline went for the sciences one. but instead of getting psyched about uni life, i just got more depressed as the thought of the looming a results probably wont get me near any of my dreams, dumping ground or not. ohwel. ):

but met alot of people ! brendan, lynette, alison, yingjia, wanling, weide, guojie, dean ! just to name  a few. OHMYGOD. all of you should have seen what NS did to Dean. hahha he’s like stretched longer. nice nice !

then went off to meet FUNGYIN/CHERYL/WANLING. we just walked around aimlessly trying to find a place to sit and talk crap. wanted to kbox but it was  too ex/too full and the cinemas were horriblel. saturdays are really bad days to be in town man. sigh. but anyway we happily settled down at esplanade and updated each other on our lives. actually more of three of them to me since ive been psing them for soooooooooo many times and have been lagging so far behind. but still, SO FUN LA! 

oh and halfway talking we heard a CRASH ! and people were clapping. sadistic WANLING jumped up and said “ohmygod i want to see i want to see, got accident!” whalau. haha. but it was just a hitandcrash, lights’ glasses smashed but no injuries. i was not much better, trying to recall FTT content on whether to move the car to the sides anot. lmao.

man, i miss all my friends soo much. ): GLAD I MET UP WITH THEM TODAY !

   
jing and mych !

ahtomees sleeping while standing -.-

fungyin holding mych.

indian four ! (After like three to four tries, we still didint get it)

cheryl wants to eat fungyin !

wan torturing mych!

and my longawaited TOILET PHOTO :DDDDDD

and thus, im here blogging. tired but i love this saturday! MORE TO COME YAY ! ((:

AMBIENCE 6,
MARCH 28th,
1930, 12bucks
VCH :D

im not really sure of what are the songs that amb will be playing but  i bet it will be superb !! the alumni’s songs are already so earwormish i cant imagine the mainband’s! please do do come and support andersonmilitaryband! its our first time at vch ! and i dunno why im putting this here since no one probably reads this but still, im gonna try and help sell and advertise for some tickets ! :D please do contact me or anyone andersonian band member for more information alrightes ! :DDDDDDDD

anyway great time spent entertained by natalie,nicole (say cheeeeeeeeeese), confiding in kenneth,mama eating mama’s cooking, playing san’s psp and talking crap to san.

what a wunnerful life. how isit the way winnie the pooh says it? pardon me, im on an overdosage of elmo, barney, and dora, thanks for my wunnderful nieces. ahaha.

oh by the way, i want to thank WENJIE for his email ! really really touching and im really considering it :DDD i hope i will have the time and courage. thanks alot !

and im really disappointed in this friend of mine. maybe i shouldnt have went interfering in that matter but saying those words just went pang. thanks alot (in a completely different sense from the above) and sorry for being such a nosyparker. i know my stand BUT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY THOSE STUFF.

eff. one of my bestfriends somemore.  

im QWSDSDAHTHDS frustrated.

stupidly remembering my timeslot for FTT wrongly ive missed the test and have to sit for another one. and just now i found a slot thats earlier than the one ive booked and in the minute i took to ask ken on how about cancelling the previous and choosing the new one, IT WAS GONE.

)’:

why are we always paying for things that we have to agonizingly wait for. :\

on a happier note, sis got into NP’S MASSCOM ! damn happy for her. hahaha hahaha hahaha :D

on another happier note, bro got top in literature in his school ! dun go wth, lit?! only i can do that. haha. but anyway he’s really proud of it.. i guess? haha. and im surprised my little bro has already planned out his future path - designing computer games.

ohwel. seems like im the only one who will wipe my parents’ smiles from their faces when the alevel results come out.

major yawn.

anyway feifei died today. SO SAD LAH. she is definitely one of the best actresses/comedienne around and has been there since i ever started watching teevee. i do so loathe viruses.

not to mention the lazy pig virus thats making me fat and well, lazy.

rah. time to get my butt moving. but before that ! i shall finish up my gossipgirl books. HAHA

ohyea. ive got a superduper good deal today. vanishing acts at only TEN BUCKS. woots! :DD im a sucker, big time sucker for cheap deals. mwahahaha.

i have a secret mission ! mwahahaha.

HAPPY NINETEENTH, WANLING SHIJIE SZETO WEIYANG. (:

was talking to kelyn about some family stuff and got all choked up about everything.

she and her brother and family.
me having some trivial issues with mavis that she probably doesnt know.

things with my sister are always like this.’
stuck in between whether to intervene and let others know anot.
caught in between ‘let others know so they can help’ or ‘let others know and she will kill me’

my sis is not helping by becoming more and more secluded with her mind these days
save that i dun see her most of the week.

but anyway the talks just reminded me of that fateful newyear’seve when ken kelyn and grandma all stayed over.
the four of us - sis kel ken i - stayed up and had the most emo talk that we ever had.
most of us poured our hearts out - our silent grievances over unfair treatments and bitch thoughts about our parents and stuff, basically circling how we keep thinking how lucky each of us are.

i miss those times i miss those talks
i always find it wierd when my friends tell me they are not particularly close to their cousins
cos i never understood - they have always been an integral part of my life.

i really thank God for them :D

and one more use for blogs - to find out the secret world of your loved ones knowing that it is hard for them to share.

supposed to be blogging about the chinese new year reunion dinners i had today (which were very very happy and satisfying emotionally though still lacking in somethings, at least for me) but but but !

not many know, but i’ve been avoiding playing eupho ever since ive stepped down from sajcband. i dunno what kind of phobia came over me but all those bullshit excuses that i made for not going down and blow some air into my darling. 

busy? comeon, im not that busy.

now my skills are all rusty and i cant bring myself to face the fact that when i blow the sound is gonna come all mooey instead of that almost-okay-la-not-too-bad sound before syf. ):

and why am i grumbling.

i just heard the songs tht the anderson alumni will be  playing. OHMYGOD. my love for the music, for the eupho, just came rushing back. i wanna cry. i just wanna cry. i cant suddenly plop myself there and blow some stupid air and spoil their months or weeks of hard work right. I CANT. man. shall just sit in the audience and die while i hear vanessa gillian yijun ( EUPHO BABES <3 ) play tomorrow and whatsnot.

i’m not kidding. ))))))))))):

 sigh nevermind there is always next year (:

alrightes sleep ! reporting for work at 0745 tmr. HAHA. sian.

 oh for one thing i think my dear baberfour jing is so damn amazing on her conquest of junsu.  FOUR IM GOING TO DIE DIE GO ILSAN FOR YOU AND TAKE A PHOTO THERE TOO OKAY ! :DDDDDDD

kelly clarkson is really awesome here. powerful voice and everything.
Yaya told me that her acoustic version is WOW and i agree ! gosh, i wish i could sing like this. urgggggggggggg.

 today is like a revamp day.
went for facial and dehairing. mother, it was so damn painful i was sweating. the price of beauty, why oh why. then i went for fringe straightening cos smarty pants me went to cut my fringe to such short length conveniently forgetting that my hair is starting to curl. )):

ohoh ! and i met Mel while shopping at northpoint for mum. great to see her man ! its been like donkey years since i met anyone from class. have been failing to meet up with the ahtommees also. and missed the sisterhood outing. ohwel. whats wrong with me ):

we were supposed to find farley’s birthday present since he’s such a great boyf to my sister but in the end we cant agree on anything so didn’t get. discussions went like this

“how about wallets?” (me)
“he will like wallets meh?” (mum)
“erms, leather wallets?” (me)
“i think he has alot of wallets already.” (mum)

and so forth. like she knows how many wallets he has ! hahaha. ohwel my own amusement.

and im really mad at ________ for exploiting china labour and the partimers. screw you guys, without us your sales are like jellyshite (huh, jellyshite?) and still backstab us somemore. YOU chased us away.

and its second feb -
happy nineteenth landis
happy _______ farley/ferrari.

and tomorrow’s Shadiq’s last day and im glad im scheduled to work with him. BITCH FEST :D