About Her

About Natalie, I agree with what Kelyn said: The anger had moved on, what’s left is the sadness. I still could not believe what they have done to my niece and to all the little ones that they are prejudiced against. The papa nearly cried, and used fuck in the face. The mum nearly cried. My grandma nearly cried. All of us nearly cried. My niece, no matter how big size she is, doesn’t deserve to be treated like this. Left in a corner, alone, not allowed to pee for 4 hours, when she saw her dad she went “daddy, you have come to save me!”, her friends were all rehearsing and making-up while she sat in the isolated corner to watch, she really just wanted dance, so bad, that although the most rational thing to do was to take her home her parents let her dance and she was really happy about it, her face had blueblack, she got hit by an indian, she was thirsty and crying, she didn’t move for 4 fucking hours, all she wanted to do for a performance that the mum had paid for (the costume), when her parents went to the church in anticipation to watch her perform, they couldnt find her because the teacher left her alone and did not inform the parents and the dad had to go and find her backstage, she cried in the toilet and no one cared about her, she was left alone with another autistic kid, she is ONLY five, her friends laughed at her and said she cannot dance. Although if i were there, i would stomp up the stage and let everyone know what the school is doing and destroy the whole concert, i understood why ernst and lynn wouldn’t. I wish i could fight but there are no weapons.

Imagine. We are all sad and angry but we could not do anything.  I wish i was there for Nat when all these happen. I hate how people will just think that we are all bias simply because its natalie but no, if this happens to any other kid i would cry too ):. I hate the helplessness, someone please tell me what to do.